I was never that great, always filled with so much hate
Going round on here, trying to instill fear
I was fighting these demons, getting sick of these feelings
Always talking too much, got myself out of touch
Never mincing my words, to say Im not real is absurd
Never was one for lying, that doesnt mean I was shining
Filled with furious anger, talking serious slander
Throwing crazy insults, based on a random impulse
Acting like Im supreme, but just being obscene
Looking for arguments, like were in the houses of parliment
Never one to look weak, building up that winning streak
Carried a massive ego, didnt have many amigos
Wit was untouchable, but inside I was combustible
Going round, rebel without a cause, but deep down, knowing im a lost cause

Went as far as to try and start fist fights, man they were some drunken nights
Then I met someone who wanted to stick me with a pen knife, who would have thought they would be my best friend in life
At the start I thought you were such a freak, but the whole beauty of you is your so unique
We talked about things so random, you became one of my man dem
From silly and obscene to serene, then I would use your shoulder to lean, we really should of had our own meme
You are the only person that tamed me, but now I feel like you maimed me
Talking with you made me lessen the hate, with your influence, had me thinking I could be great
But then came my downfall, and you left, so the only thing left is to give you my all
Showing a side of me no one thought reside in me
You were more than a friend you were like family, I hope one day we can reunite happily, trying to keep hold of hope gallantry

You can think im wrong, or think Im right, but it wont stop, that I dont sleep at night
Iv been to hell and Im still not back, without you its hard to stay on track
I know you think im a user, but in reality im just a loser, and all along I knew I was going to lose ya
Not out of the woods yet, still filled with much regret, but even if I got dementia I would never forget
Want to show you what you what you mean to me, using this soliloquy
This maybe dont seem logical, maybe dont seem plausible, even through each obstacle, one fact remains that your phenomenal
You dedicate some songs to me, so i predicate one back to you, I was your war song soldier, now im carrying boulders, the weight of this on my shoulders, trying to not turn colder
But this soldiers heart you make palpitate, I aint no king I would gladly abdicate
But for you I will always fight for this, I cant afford to live like a pessimist, even cutting back on acting like a narcissist
Sacrificing my masculinity in the hopes you come back to me, il keep battling until you give in to me, well aware I could be going till infinity
Home is where the heart is so I guess your my geology, this is my apology, and I hope one day you acknowledge me, just like before when we were each others prophecy

Deep. Am sure you'll both be ok

Thank you

I guess this is another Pete appreciation thread lol

In that case

Not quite as long as mine but ok lol

Bump, its more interesting